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  I categorised her as a widow of course. Women either die young in childbirth or they tough it out for decades and long survive their husbands.

  The undertaker's musicians broke into a burst of determined fluting and wailing, so we had to stay silent for a while.

  Afterwards, the moment was lost. I extracted no more from the old lady, who then had to leave early. As she went, she patted my hand and encouraged me. "You do what you can for her, dearie." She definitely implied that Salvidia had gone before her time.

  As the ancient one departed, someone who must know her remarked that she could not stay because of obligations at home. So she did not, as I had assumed, live alone, but had a close relative she must care for; who, was unclear. I could guess. Either a drooling husband, too demented nowadays to know her, or some great lummock of a son or daughter who had been damaged in the birth canal. A daily burden and a responsibility, for whom the exhausted old body had to stay alive because they would be helpless without her. This half-sighting of a hard life made me melancholy.

  With nothing to do but think during another hour or so of chilly pyre-watching, I ended up considering yet again what she obviously believed about Salvidia's death.

  I walked over to the undertaker. His previous contribution when asked for an opinion had just not been good enough; I asked him again about that comment he had made when he came to view the corpse.

  "You said, 'There's a lot of it about.' Did you mean people keeling over, for no reason? I have to admit it has stayed in my mind. Would you mind telling me what made you say that?"

  He was a big-bellied pompous type, who was accustomed to patronising bereaved people. He must be a particular trial to defenceless new widows. All the man could come up with for me was that he "had a vague feeling." He still believed it might be nothing more than coincidence.

  "Were these people all women?" I asked, pushing him.

  "No, all sorts. Just a few more sudden deaths than usual- possibly. I haven't been counting. Don't ask me for names."

  "Any rumours?" I wondered. The public can be good at picking up illegal activity.

  The funeral director gave me a swift glance. He did not look nervous or hunted. He did not brush me aside like a silly young thing. Instead, he appeared to consider my question fairly and to honestly say no, there were not. If he was hushing up a scandal, he was good. I had to believe him.

  I was to develop more doubts about Metellus Nepos. In a quiet moment while he waited to do his duty gathering the ashes into a ceramic urn, he approached and thanked me for coming. I took the opportunity to mention that I knew he had visited the aedile. He confirmed that he went to say he was paying compensation for the child's death, and make it plain that the family were satisfied with what he offered them. He made no mention of the wall poster; Nepos seemed too decent to demand its removal, or even to think of doing so.

  Nepos volunteered that he told the magistrate about his suspicions regarding his stepmother's death. He had discussed hiring me. (I wished my friend the archivist had thought to warn me about this.) "I discussed with Faustus all the aspects you had checked so carefully, Albia, and admitted that you found no evidence." Nepos seemed concerned that I might be annoyed. Certainly, if the case had been live, I would have wanted any client to consult me before he involved the authorities. "The aedile is not the same as the vigiles, but he does have responsibility for aspects of law and order. It seemed right to let him know my concerns."

  I reassured him. "That is perfectly reasonable. I would not have stopped you … So what did you think of him? According to my contacts, Manlius Faustus sounds-let's say, unsympathetic."

  Nepos stared at me for a moment, seeming surprised. "No, I found him very straightforward. He doesn't say much, but he listens. A good, intelligent choice for the job."

  "That's rare."

  "Exactly!" replied Nepos. He sounded annoyed, as if I had insulted a friend of his.

  I did not let this alter the picture of the aedile I had previously from Andronicus. Plenty of men behave quite differently with a onetime business visitor from how they treat members of their household. In that case, how they are at home tends to be their true character. Manlius Faustus must have social skills; he needed votes to win election to his office. In short, he must know how to schmooze. It was quite possible for him to act polite to Nepos two nights ago, and yet be a pernicious swine to his own slaves and freedmen on a daily basis.

  "And did he react to your unease about Salvidia's death?"

  Nepos was gazing at the spitting flames. "Not specifically."

  "I presume he is not intending any follow-up action?"

  Nepos spoke a little abstractedly. "No. No, he won't be doing that."

  Like the undertaker, Nepos made it casual and seemingly sincere. But his acting was less good. He was a cheesemaker and seller. He did not spend his professional life putting on a show of false emotion, as any funeral director has to. Nepos seemed so honest that if a piece of cheese had a spot of mould, he would point it out and advise you to slice off the worst before you served it. So in his case, I saw through him: as he tried to deflect me, a curtain came down. More had been discussed with Faustus than he was prepared to tell. He was blotting out a topic he did not want to discuss with me.

  Something was going on. Something that was being kept from the public in general and me in particular.

  X

  The death squads were out that evening.

  When I first came to Rome it was the reign of the Emperor Vespasian, tough but decent. My parents knew him. They knew his elder son Titus as well, but Titus only survived his father by a couple of years, years that were dominated by the disastrous volcanic eruption of Mount Vesuvius. Even in that dark moment, Rome was well-run and thriving. But when Titus died unexpectedly, rumours that he had been poisoned by his jealous brother Domitian indicated just what kind of rule would follow. Eight years later, we were used to suspicion and fear. Praetorian Guards were regularly sent out to search for those whose low opinion of their emperor had aroused his loathing for them.

  Failure to flatter that podgy despot Domitian was a deadly mistake. Many people inadvertently made the error; the slightest thing could offend him. So, as I returned wearily to the city from the necropolis, I was not surprised to glimpse a small group of soldiers passing the end of a dark street; there was no doubt of their sinister intent. As they tramped into the neighbourhood, everyone disappeared from the streets. Even a cat fled, yowling. It realised the soldiers were pitiless men who, if it strayed within their reach, would grab its tail and dash its brains out.

  The night was dark by then, moonless and starless, though almost too early for the imperial guards to arrive. Normally, they liked to surprise victims with sudden and thunderous knocking at the door while everyone was sleeping. Just before dawn, a bleary porter would find set-faced men with drawn swords, bringing punishment, often for a crime the victim had not even known he had committed. If the soldiers turned up during hours of darkness, there was less chance of resistance; less chance, too, of angry neighbours raising a public outcry. Tyrants are petrified of riots. Come the pale light of morning, word of a new death in the upper classes would infiltrate basilicas and emporia, though such brutal deletions of humanity were never formally listed in the Daily Gazette.

  That night the first warning of their presence was their torches. Guards always carried rather good torches, and plenty of them. Trained killers need big, long-lasting flames; only the very best tar for Domitian's punishers. These heavyweights are crack troops; they don't want to march out on a mission to murder some measly senator only to be jumped by one of the petty muggers who hang about at night. It would be just too, too shameful to creep back to the Praetorian Camp and have to admit that they had been held up and had their medals and fancy daggers stolen by one of the moth-eaten larcenists on Chickenbone Alley.

  We were used to the execution squads. That was the worst part; we now accepted it. Children were growing up in Rome w
ho had never known an ordinary, safe existence. Even adults who remembered better times rarely questioned the way things were.

  For someone like me, who worked among deceivers and double-crossers, the new atmosphere of dread was an appropriate backdrop. We had reached a grim period when Domitian was clearly becoming more cruel. He believed his wife had betrayed him with an actor; his foreign wars were derided; he had just survived a rebellion in Germany headed by a man he trusted; and his beloved niece Julia had died. He took it out on us, his helpless subjects. Probably he had realised that, much as he wanted to be adored, nobody liked him. The more he executed people who showed their hostility, and the feebler his excuses, the less our charmless tyrant would be loved… Neither he nor we could escape the cycle of misery.

  Constant executions had affected the public. Political uncertainty led to desperation. People lost their morality-where they had had any in the first place. A cynic would say it gave more work for informers-the emperor, for one, certainly used spies, spies at all levels of society, spies who were good, bad or absolutely indifferent these days to the faint concept of honesty that had once existed in some of us. As well as the emperor himself wanting to destroy the personal enemies he saw behind every palace pillar, informers could find plenty of ordinary people who were ready to betray others. Picking a fight with your neighbour over a boundary dispute or insulting a shopkeeper who served rotten leeks were now dangerous exploits. You could end up in court, with some unscrupulous informant-turned-prosecutor accusing you of treason or that wonderfully nebulous concept, "atheism"-all with sworn statements to "prove" the crime that had in fact never happened.

  I never worked for the state. I had relatives who had done so in the past, but it was now too dangerous. No dubious practices, bedroom or religious, would be exposed by me to further the emperor's morality campaign and make him look good to the gods. No bearded philosopher who foolishly lectured on historic tyrants would spot me sitting in the back row, scribbling notes that would earn him exile to a very uncomfortable island. No silly woman casting horoscopes need fear me reporting her for prophesying Domitian's death.

  Any clairvoyant who was any good at foreseeing knives and poisonings was safe from me. Like everyone else, I would be too interested in knowing exactly when we could hope for a decent coup with a well-organised assassination. I knew what I thought about Domitian, but I hid my opinions.

  I had nothing to fear from the Guards in theory, yet, like anyone, when I heard them coming I kept out of their way. I did not want a bad-tempered officer to decide any lone woman on the streets after dark must be a whore. I would be at his mercy. Pleading that you have just "come from a funeral" sounds a lame excuse. So I stood carefully in a dark shop doorway while they marched by.

  Once again, as I waited, I became depressed. I had been unsettled by Nepos admitting he had discussed me and my work with the aedile. That could lead to bother. And the issue of Salvidia's death gnawed disturbingly. You could say that compared with the problems some brave opponent of the emperor was about to have this night when the Guards arrived at his home, the unexplained death of a middle-aged woman who probably suffered from a bad heart hardly mattered. But that magistrate Manlius Faustus, the supposedly intelligent man Metellus Nepos had taken a shine to, had obviously instructed Nepos to stop talking to me-Nepos, with whom I had previously enjoyed a frank professional relationship. I hated that: the impression that my client and an official had entered some male compact, from which they were high-handedly excluding me.

  In these dark streets, full of the menace that trailed behind the Praetorians, I started to think all sorts of things. After they had gone, people kept in their homes, with shutters drawn. I heard neither music nor laughter nearby. Stillness descended. In this unusual, uneasy quietness, an insidious cover-up of strange crimes began to seem almost plausible.

  I cursed Nepos again-but this time my irritation was practical. I remembered that I had forgotten to ask him to pay my fees as he had promised.

  XI

  I had no energy that night to work myself into a frazzle. I was too tired and had had little to eat all day; it was easier to ignore my fretful thoughts. It would not be the first time that work I had already completed had to be written off. Losses splattered my ledger as if some damaging weevil had got in and left little droppings all over the scroll.

  Next morning I devoted time to the ordinary things a girl has to do. I went through my apartment gathering laundry, bundled it neatly, and hauled the bundle to be washed. People think an informer's life is all exposing frauds in court and beating up stubborn witnesses, but you need clean sheets and tunics. Clients are put off by bad hygiene. Anyway, I hate itching.

  I often ate breakfast at a bar called the Stargazer, but on days when I attended to chores I just munched whatever stale bread roll I found at home. I took one out with me when I went to the laundry. I chewed slowly; it was so old and hard, I risked breaking a tooth.

  I picked up the previous bundle and went straight to Prisca's bath house, a civilised all-female establishment, where I was able to gain admittance even when they were closed. None of them are supposed to open in the morning, but I was a regular and welcome to use either the gymnasium or the library at any hour. Prisca herself let me in, with one of her pleasant greetings: "I see your hairdresser's on strike again! And if you don't mind me mentioning this, Flavia Albia, it could be time now to start tucking yourself up in a bustband."

  What is it about baths that makes people think they have a right to be insulting?

  She just wanted to sell me a band. There was nothing wrong with my figure, any man would agree. I was shorter than I might have been if I had had a better childhood, but by the time my chest grew, I had been adopted by the Didii and given a decent diet. Physically, I developed late, but enough. I seemed to be still growing well into my twenties. Fully mature now, I kept trim; everything was in the right place, whatever Prisca implied.

  I tossed my quadrans onto the money bowl, made a gesture that could pass for friendly if Prisca was exceedingly short-sighted, then with her cackling after me I barged through into the changing room, hurled off what I was wearing, grabbed a modesty towel and headed for the main facilities.

  The bath suite was on the right; it was a simple row of tepid room, steam room and cold room with a plunge bath. On the left, a small court opened out with colonnades where people could relax sensibly or work themselves into a froth with exercise. A couple of hard-bitten women dressed in combat gear were huffing about with fancy little bucklers and wooden swords, making themselves a spectacle. I don't object to female gladiators, but if such hopefuls must adopt butch sports I expect them to have enough self-respect to fight decently; these were hopeless. I refused to gawp because I figured that was what the silly madams wanted.

  Prisca had followed me. "You should be able to find a bit of warmish water left from last night. Why don't you come at a sensible hour? Do you want someone to scrape you down?"

  "I'll manage."

  This was hard on the girls who tried to earn a few coppers wielding a strigil for customers who could not drag off their own bathing oil, but Prisca had known me long enough; I don't know why she asked. I always brought my personal strigil, a nicely curved, comfortable bone one, and at the moment I was using up a little flask of plain almond oil I had had from one of my sisters last Saturnalia.

  Prisca made no money from merchandise with me. But she knew I was no trouble and if she kept on my good side, I would keep paying the entrance fee. She was a good businesswoman.

  She sat down on the ledge in the steam room with me; when things were quiet she liked a chat. I put up with it because she could be a useful source of gossip.

  She was a sparely built woman in her late middle years, always in a long sleeveless tunic, permanently damp and clinging, and with rope-soled toe-post sandals. I had only ever seen her in the same jewellery: a gold chain with a greenish tinge and heavy hoop earrings. Despite regular attempts to discover he
r background, I still had no idea how she came to be running this bathhouse. It would not surprise me to find she had jumped some male owner, whether her husband or someone unrelated, holding his head under the water in the plunge pool until she drowned him, then she just quietly took over. It was her decision to make it women-only. Most baths had sessions for both sexes, kept separate by different times.

  Although Prisca remained fully clothed, I did not object to her watching me at my ablutions. She saw enough bodies to be indifferent. My sisters always giggled about this place, claiming it was a club for lesbians. They were fourteen and sixteen, so found that idea dangerous and thrilling. In fact most other customers were working women, some not even prostitutes, but honestly employed as freelance embroiderers, midwives or fish-scalers. Mothers of schoolchildren came here for some peace and quiet. Worn old aunties muttered over their oil flasks, trying to use as little as possible to save money. Any of these could possibly belong to the Grecian sisterhood, or flirt with it, but at Prisca's there was no higher proportion than in ordinary society, and they were no more visible.

  "Who are the two toughs in the garden?"

  "Zoe and Chloe. They're harmless-even though they think they terrify everyone. What you working on? Anything interesting?" Prisca knew what I did. Sometimes she shuffled clients my way.

  "Nothing special." I was always discreet. "My last employer just died on me."

  She laughed. "You do know how to pick em!"

  "Apparently people are dropping dead before their time, for no reason."

  "Is that so?" Prisca showed no interest. If there was a crisis, clearly news had not reached the bathhouse circuit. I was interested, because baths are where most rumours first pop into life.

  I finished my routine and Prisca left me to it. I dried off, put on one of the clean tunics I had fetched from the laundry, then sat by myself in the colonnade. The show-offs with swords and shields had gone, so I was alone. That suited me. I liked certain people, but otherwise was naturally reclusive. I could hear Prisca and her various slaves moving about and occasionally speaking to each other, but no one bothered me. I did not think about my work, I just restored my spirits peacefully.